Nobody said it was easy...

And I thought it would be easy. Sitting here day to day. As the years go by, the days go by faster and faster. Sometimes I feel as if I'm drowning in a sea of time. I'm not saying that my life isn't good or fulfilling, I'm just saying its going by so quickly that I can barely catch my breath. Here I am standing at the frontier of 21 years and I've already experienced so much life that I'm bursting. I'm constantly finding myself. Who I am. What I am. What it is that makes me tick. But sometimes I feel like I don't have enough time to even do that anymore. My day to day is filled with work, sleep, other people. Here, Now, Today, is my time. Only I don't own it anymore.